Save me from the mundane
Pull me back into your world.
Make me feel alive again.
Remind me that I’m your girl.
Burst my irredesent bubble of invisibility.
Wake the passion within me.
Tell me that you still see.
The wild and untamed rebel
The one who stole your heart.
She calls to the world from deep within me.
Finding it hard to play her part.
I know that I have wondered
Far away from your side..
I’ve been lost in barren places
Where my past and demons hide.
Many times you’ve come to my rescue.
Carried my soul back to our door.
Wrapped me in a cocoon of unconditional love
Keet my monsters behind a steel door.
In my darkness I found the courage to lite a candle within myself.
Embracing the shadows that lead the way to inner enlightenment.
In the darkness I found my true self.
I was not lost.
For the flickering of the light.
Lunch time you don’t really see me.
Sitting by the huge school bins.
Hiding with my dog.
Hating being in school.
Listening to the dinner ladies
Spouting the same old monologue.
Angry on the inside
Quiet and shy on the out.
Screaming inside my head.
But unable to let it out.
Scared by all the feelings.
Going on inside my head.
Wanting someone to make it better.
Or wishing I was dead.
My escape is drawing, painting and writing.
Imagining a better life
A world were things are wonderful.
With no one to hurt you
Or school bullies and family strife.
A world where lumps in your throat
Don’t block the words you need to say.
Where families love each other.
In a loving normal way.
But drawing painting dreaming.
Are not going to change this world.
So I will keep this label of a rebel trouble making girl.